Not so long after our meditation on Diamond Soul, Chea asked me why i wear robes of Order of Dark Moon.
Order of Dark Moon is monk order that follows Shar, deity of hatred and dark sister of Selûne.
... its secretive Order, so the robe doesn't have any symbols of Shar on it, but Chea somehow knew the truth.
Shar's colours are Black & Purple, robe is Black & Silver.
i said that while i despise hatred - i also try to be protector of those i care for ... releasing hatred against enemies of our friends seems to work for a short while at least.
... i also said that i am not so perfect.
Chea then introduced me to knowledge that there's 'Dark Moon Heresy', its members believe that Selûne and Shar were two aspects of the same deity.
She also warned me that this heresy is dangerous and abusive.
... probably i should investigate this, when i can.
Then we talked about this robe - it's karmic connection with Dark Moon disciples, our self parts of mind are close ... thus it's harder to focus while wearing it - their insanity enters my mind, causing confusion and dark feelings.
... at least i have opportunity to help them calm their minds, to relax their hatred.
... i think that calming minds of evil people is a good deed, compassionante deed ... that it helps us all reach Enlightenment.
As i told, Chea admitted that she admires me for that.
-- Anheim, a Meditating Martial Artist, a Mind-Soul Lost in the Dark.
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