Reluctant Slave.

Dear Journal,

Something draws me to Oscura.

I went there again....

Sometimes i feel like a reluctant slave.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, reluctant slave.


P.S. This time she wrote about herself in first person, and it stays like that.

She Deserves.

Dear Journal,

She Deserves.

She Deserves someone who loves and cares, someone who can be True.

She Deserves someone who can look, or tatter himself if neccessary, for her.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, little selfish Literate.

She got her Silver Stiletto.

Chea with Silver Stiletto and Black Cloak.


Dear Journal,

She got her Silver Stiletto, well made and fine...

She mimicked cutting her wrist, for a joke, well above hand.

She will be fine nevertheless, somehow, even without so much coin, for she's lighter that way.

She can still eat, she can afford that much. If neccessary she will sell or hunt for food on her own, somehow.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, Literate.

'Splurge'.

Dear Journal,

She met nice person, mister crafter, master Z.

She ordered fine and well mastered silver dagger knife, a true stiletto.

She had to sell all her gems and scrolls and take all money from bank.

But she did it, she is fine.

It will be enchanted and fine.

For speech is more than words.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, Literate.

How to write a letter.

Dear Journal,

To write a letter finely, she should prepare.

Find a proper place, lighted and nice and think.

She should use proper tools such as letter opener dagger knife, perfumed scent and finest paper and ink, wax and writing utensils.

She should caligraph her letters very well, and write considerate words.

She should fold paper into envelope using letter opener and wax.

She should sign her letter with signet seal.

She should care and love, for everything counts.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, literate.

She will Dance with Dagger Knife.

Dear Journal,

She will write about her in thrid person from now on.

That's the best way to dance and live or die.

Her knife is words, enchanted and fine.... they are built on Compassion so they are soft and sharp.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, low-estate diplomat.

P.S. She will use tat knife to fight for Enlightened Love.

Omega Protocol.

Dear Journal,

What is Omega Protocol?

i think it's ability to stay low and still behave curtly... i should work on this.

it has uses in Diplomacy.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, low-estate diplomat.

No more Inn food.

Dear Journal,

i've finally decided.

No more pancakes or other inn food. I will gather ingredients and cook on my own.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, liberated cook.

Astral.

Chea, next to Stable, back from 'haunting' kobolds.

Later her outfit was cleaned and mended with cantrips.



Dear Journal,

What is Astral?

.... I wrote already 'metaphorically' .... i can elaborate but most of those who would read are not ready for this a knowledge .... If they wish to find such a knowledge, they will anyway ....

.... When they are ready for such.

It's only responsible to do this such a way.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, 'Skimpy Master' ('Skimpy' means neglient with Teachings, but for a reason).

P.S. Related topics are 'Astral Projection', 'Psyche', 'Telepathy', 'Imagination', 'Visualization', 'Lightened Form' and 'Lucid Dream' which i start to understand theoretically as well .... Too bad my soul lacks, but i can be Compassionate.

Common thoughtshape.

Dear Journal,

What is thoughtshape?

Each arcane school, each temple, each family, and more... create their common thoughtshape - system of common imaginations about them, world, and reality.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, Mental Witch.

Difference between Philosophy and Magic.

Dear Journal,

I was thinking.

The difference between Philosophy and Magic is such:

- Philosophy is about Thinking (word means 'Love of Wisdom'),
- Magic is about doing things somehow.

I prefer to be Philosopher, but sometimes i have to cast Spells.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, aspiring Philosopher.

P.S. 'I can think'.

P.S.S. 'Esoterics is Insanely Dangerous'.

Oscura.

Oscura Entry.

Dear Journal,

I've entered Oscura, for Wethrillina Aeliath... Witch who was Attentus's Lover.

I do not know much of this place, except that it's fond of Slavery, Magics, Tortures, and it's Nobility.

I know i have no rights there, but perhaps affections of there Factions, due to my Teacher Attentus (even if i am liberated sometimes) and my Arcane Skill and Lore.

We'll see if i live.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, Awakened Witch.



Shiny Coppers, Bartrender in Disguise.

Spellweaver Keep (Anheim's Tale).

I've applied to spellweaver keep a while ago, now i met it's leader, mage Maria.

We've discussed basics of cooperation, and i'll stay to protect, learn and represent interrest of less magically inclined people within the 'Keep'.

I was accepted for probatory duty period, during which i have to escort mages from the Norwick Gate to Maria's Tower and back. They do not need to waste spells on lesser enemies this way (goblins and undead are common on this route).

Is this war against Tyranny? i shall see.. For now i've accepted.



Escort.

On way there i wasn't in best of my shape, but we've arrived without wasting single spell.




Maria's Tower inside.





Maria's Tower 1st floor.






Maria's Tower 2nd floor.


After visit and Tower tour, Maria went to fight Bugbears.

I've escorted sir Salin Ashald on my way back. I fought better, but he had to use single spell (there were more numerous enemies and we went faster). I won't disclose which spell it was here, in this journal.

Short speech (Anheim's Tale).

Anheim's Short Speech in Peltarch Commons.

i did short speech in commons:

--

i was on Zen Pilgrimage to the temple of God of War,

now i fight for Peace, and Freedom,

but not at the cost of Enlightened Love,

i'll fight and kill Tyrants if neccesary,

for this is my way.

--

he replied with only one word:

..ilcmeviran.

this sounded like name.

-- Anheim.

Fishing pond and Demigodess (Anheim's Tale).

Group of four of us (i prefer to not disclose names yet) went to find proper spot for making fishing pond for Peltarch Citizens.

It's hard to find paid work in Narfell, except for killing humanoids (at least for adventurers), so i decided to let people live on fishing and protect the pond with all my ability. This way they will have food to eat at least, or can sell.




Group of four meeting Leanna, Demigodess (woman in blue, sitting).


On the way we saw some kind of miracle. Woman of chaotic demeanor and great arcane power appeared to us, and toyed for a longer while. I won't mention everything in this journal, but sometimes my stupidity amazes me...




Suitable spot for fishing pond.


Anyway, after she was done (guard told her to not scare citizens with her powers) we went on. Found proper spot, now more legal actions are needed to secure it and then widening stream can begin.

It's not too far from city walls, but giants, orcs and wild cats still pose a threat.

I've decided to guard the place and those who fish there with my life. It'll be holy place.

-- Anheim.

Place for unarmed combat practice (Anheim's Tale).

Anheim meditating in 'Ashald Park' in Peltarch.

i've found good place for practice for now.. Peltarch's 'Ashald Park', probably named after Rath Ashald, former Peltarch Senate. He has descendant, Rath Ashald-Jorinsen now.

Perhaps i won't be thrown out if i help (i'll start with sweeping leaves).

i've cast 'light' cantrip and meditated.

Will be continuing there with my unarmed combat ways.

(...)

Later i did some overall body stretching, then short shadow fighting practice (with imagined opponent) with my own shadow (shadow is inner dragon, and dragon is symbol of fear). It is said that greatest victory is against one's self.

-- Anheim.

P.S. i am curious about 'Peltarch Fighter Academy'.

Meditation and prayer to Tempus (Anheim's Tale).

Anheim's meditation and prayer to Tempus for skill to fight Tyranny.

i've meditated and prayed to Tempus again, this time perhaps more wisely.

'Tempus, grant me skill to fight Tyranny, religious, magical or martial, or any other'.

--

i'll practice unarmed combat later.

i won't fight or kill unless neccessary.

-- Anheim.

Peace & Freedom fighting (Anheim's Tale).

i met interresting man, he was confused but trying to help. clearly he had expectations.

so i told him that he can call on favor, if he fights for peace.

we agreed that he can fight with words.

(...)

later i've confronted someone who found crusade dull, for he preferred slaughter.

he hid his face under helmet.

i could challenge him to unarmed fight, without helmet, but not on his terms (no extra points for suffering).

he wished to keep my teeth, if he pulls them out.

i'll find a way perhaps to uncover his identity, aside from his black red armor and voice i heard.

-- Anheim.

What is 'Aura'.

Dear Journal,

What is 'Aura'?

i think it's effect of 'Powerfield' on it's surroundings.

Surroundings are part of the 'Aura' and 'Aura' is part of the 'surroundings' and part of 'Powerfield'.

we shall see.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, liberated Witch.

Not so common.

Not so common.

Dear Journal,

i prepared for meditation for long time. little thoughts and spasms appeared on my face and body.

then i fell asleep, but not in the common room this time.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, sleepyhead.

P.S. fireplace was nearby, it was warm.

How can i?

How can she?

Dear Journal,

How can i?

How can i prepare for meditation?

i bought tea and sit, relax and wait.

i'll move only when neccessary.

both mind, lips and body.

-- Yours, Chea Allin.