Avatars & Divine Forms.

Dear Journal,

There are worlds material & worlds spiritual.

Every Material Being has Spiritual Equivalents in Spiritual Worlds, there are Spiritual Phenomena as well.

At first, spiritual equivalents of material beings are called 'Avatars' or simpler - 'Spiritual Aspects'.

When developed in that direction, 'Avatars' can transform to 'Divine Aspects', false gods that are similar to Material Beings that developed in Spirit that Way.

There are Religions whose goal is to develop one's Avatar into a Powerful Divinity, then beings that cause them Ascend are their Priesthood.

Dear Journal,

... my insights tell me to Awaken Attentus' Avatar, to be Priestess for my Divine Spirit & for my Master's Attentus Divine Spirit, as well.

Even False Gods can be powerful, and they reward their Priesthood as they can, as they earn.

... in many Religions it's conidered blasphemy, act of treason against their Gods to serve & create other Gods.

... is every of Gods - False?

... i think Every God is False, even if they are Powerful, Wise & Compassionate.

... i'll do as i think of what people need.

-- Yours, Chea Allin, a Spiritual Witch-student of Master Attentus.

Mind Forms (Isendir's Tale).

My recent failure at resisting stun spells, followed by being shot to death by archers was still vivid in my mind.

Then i've shared this concern with a meditating monk in Peltarch, he offered to teach me 'Mind Forms' that will strengthen my Will.

We meditated together for a while, it was a pleasant experience.

He told me to practice regularly, to speak during meditation affirmations such as:
- 'i won't falter',
- 'my mind is a tower of iron will',
- 'this spell won't have power over me',
- 'elven reverie denies enchantment's hold',
- ...

He taught me to build an anchor to this practice, to visualize myself absorbing these lights of affirmations ... so i can call on these in combat by visualizing myself surrounded by protective light barrier, by speaking in mind one of these affirmations as spells head to me.

His name is Anheim, i owe him a debt of gratitude.

He seemed to be a nice man, i've told him that i'll practice regularly until i master it enough - and that i'll help him when he needs.

i hope we'll talk in future again, he brought me calmness & wisdom.

-- Isendir, an adventurer & a mercenary in training.