Chea's Journal.: March 2026

Thursday, 12 March 2026

Every Bard is a Girl (Adeli's Tale).

My Beloved Diary,

People joke about bards and their so-called meekness.

There are bards who do not admit to being such, even.

I have a half-orc bard friend, Bon Ausbourn, with whom I regularly go to deeper giants territory, where we do fine.

Should I call him 'Bonnie'?

Many think that every bard is a girl, my beloved diary.

-- Yours, Adeli.

Disclaimer.

This is a story in fantasy world, not real Religion (or Religious Lesson). It's only inspired by Buddhism, Martial Arts, Beautiful Fine Arts & Wicca/Witchcraft.
feel free to use it as an artistic resource,
... if You wish.

For Real Buddhism,
contact Buddhist Center.

(especially if you are too disillusioned with Computer Games to care for that, and wish to try to find something Meaningful, Truly Magical, Spiritual, perhaps even Real Life Friends & Love instead).

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... perhaps Chea's Journal can be partly an offering for Green Tara Puja ... it's Buddha Karmapa's property, if accepted however.

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... perhaps other Buddhism Schools ...
... should benefit as well ...

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i hope that fantasy tales i am writing,
with insights,
help also Wicca & Witchcraft,
not only Buddhism.

His Holiness Buddha Karmapa 17th Trinley Thaye Dorje.

The Spiritual Leader of the Karma Kagyu School & Lineage of Buddhism.

'The experience of meditation is like getting into a character, like someone who’s forgotten his or her identity. Relying on this method called meditation seems to require the person to get into that character, all the while not realising that that very character is him or herself.'

... i think getting into character in roleplaying games is lesser form of identification, can be dangerous if goes too far & deep ... emotional work can hurt on this way.

Blog author's history with Narfell.

Years ago i played this game much too much. i got in a depressed mood by roleplaying a depressed mage character named Attentus.

i wished to quit, but got insight in a Buddhist Center that every step taken during one's life can be a step on a Way for Enlightenment. i got insight that i should play still, but different way - not for enjoyment, but in a beneficial way.

Now i play for others, writing tales for kids, trying to seed their interrest in Buddhism & Esoterics - in meaningful life & friendships - instead of playing only computer games.

D&D Rules & Spells.

Spells alphabetically.

Spells by classes.

Few spells are not available in Pen and Paper D&D - they are Neverwinter Nights game specific.

In case of Narfell, they are server implementation specific.

There are moments when PnP rules are used, per a DM (Dungeon Master, a Storyteller, a Storyguide, a Narrator, a Judge, etc ...) discretion, including creative use of Spells, not available via implemented game mechanics otherwise.

there's also: 'd20 SRD' a ruleset ... perhaps it's also 'more than a ruleset' as well ...

'd20 SRD' is used in 'Narfell' as 'Narfell Community' & 'Related Communities', or it's parts at least, prefer ... in software implementation, as well as in rules, policies, DM(s) decisions ... etc ...